Well here we are, the end of another pandemic year. None of us thought we’d still be here, ESPECIALLY here, with infection numbers through the roof, plans cancelled and anxiety rampant. But we are. And if I’ve learned anything this year, it’s that sometimes things are just hard. And there is no answer. At least not an immediate one. We can only trust time to reveal to us how we should and can proceed and in the meantime, try to make the best decisions we can with the information we have. This goes for a lot of things, not just pandemic behavior. Life is messy. It’s not straightforward. Things happen we never thought would, good and bad, and people come in and out of our lives willingly and not so willingly.
While I really love the concept of a “new year” (I’m very excited to declutter and refine our “stuff”) I think it can be rife with disappointment. If we make our goals too lofty, too “pie in the sky”, we are bound to fall short and that can set us on a path of self-doubt and internal flagellation worse than where we began before setting our intentions for the year. So here is my list of things I HOPE to continue doing, change and discard in 2022 (but no promises…)
Continue:
- Physical health and well being. I’ve worked my ass off this year thanks to Peloton and online classes, and at 42, having had two babies, I’m in the best shape of my life- and it has nothing to do with appearance (although finally getting a little bit of a butt and flat tummy is nice) I am STRONG. Like, way stronger than I thought I could be. And it feels good. And I want to see where it can take me.
- Committing to make my business stronger, more efficient and better. I’ve taken some steps to begin this process, and I want to take more. I want to invest in myself, believe in what I’ve built and will continue to build and again, see where it can take me.
- Therapy. This year has done a number on my mental health, not gonna lie. I’m back in therapy once a week (via phone) and I’m so glad I have it as an outlet.
- Friend Time. It’s hard for moms to do this, but I’ve made a point to increase spending time with girlfriends. I’m planning another getaway with my bestie since our trip to Arizona was so fun and rejuvenating, and sometimes you need to sacrifice to find time to surround yourself with the people who just make you smile and are there for you no matter what.
Discard:
- Spending energy worrying about things and people who drain me. Full stop. I’m a pleaser and a worrier and I spend way too much mental energy on things that are a complete waste of brain power and heart.
- Lack of gratitude. It’s not flattering to admit, but I see more faults than wins. This is an innate part of my being that I’ve held since I was little. It’s terrible and I gotta stop that nonsense.
Change/ Add:
- Spend more time outside. Take hikes, walks, teach Henry to ski, just get OUT. It always, always helps my mood.
- Plan two trips. I’m bad about this but I want to take a week in the summer and go to Nantucket with my kids and go somewhere this winter as well. Just for a weekend. I get anxious with the little one and traveling, but she’s a trooper.
- Stop operating in fear and instead in confidence. I’ve been waiting for the rug to be pulled out from under me for decades, time to stand confidently on it and make choices from a point of power.
And also, DRESS UP MORE! I’ve been craving dressing up for events, or just going to dinner! Hopefully once this surge is behind us and (hopefully) this becomes an endemic- we can go back to entertaining, gathering, dressing up and feeling good. On that note- three outfits I wish I were wearing to a glamorous party tonight (click images for links):
Again, thank you for being so amazing again this year. 2022 will bring my 15th blog anniversary and I want to find a way to really celebrate it. It’s not nothing, there aren’t many people who have stuck it out for 15 years! I love you guys and hope you know the absolute JOY your voices bring me. It’s why I plan to do this for 15 more years.
You have accomplished more than most people. You are truly inspiring. Don’t forget that when you see more loses than wins. You have definitely won overall. Plus we learn more from the loses than the wins.
Thank you for the energy you put into this blog and your books, you continue to inspire on so many fronts!
I love your list of resolutions! I want to feel strong this year, and we just got a Peloton! What are your favorite workouts?
Just when COVID is skyrocketing agin, we have a rampant lice infestation in the 2nd grade classroom. I feel like we can’t catch a break. I told my friends I’m ordering a “welcome to the shitshow” t-shirt for all the parents in the class.
Love your blog and read it every day. Happy New Year and hope you guys stay healthy!
Happy New Year Erin!! I’ve been here for 13.5 of those years and look forward to the next 15!! Thank you for sticking with blogging, it is always a bright spot in my day.
Same here! I love this blog and have been reading it for ages. Happy new year to all!
Erin, thank you for sharing your goals and for continuing to share your blog with us. I don’t comment often, but I’ve been following along on your blog since the early days. I started reading design blogs (including yours) after my first daughter was born because it was a fun outlet for my tired new mommy brain. My oldest turns 16 in a month! Hard to believe that much time has passed. I love that you combine great taste and inspiration with personal connections, honesty and thoughtfulness on this blog. Keep up the great work and I hope you have a wonderful 2022!
I’ve loved your style for years! Thank you for continuing to put yourself out there. Best wishes for a great new year.
happy new year erin !!!
Love your style, look forward to all. your posts
Here’s wishing you, Andrew & family a positive 2022!! franki
It’s already been said but I feel the need to add my thoughts too. It takes courage to share your vulnerabilities. Your complete honesty is refreshing. I love your design style, but even more your fashion sense. It’s always, always on point.
I don’t know how you find the time to blog or pop onto Instagram stories but keep it coming!
Thank you for sharing!!! Yay to 15 more years of your blogs!
Happy New Year!
Michelle
Beautiful words, beautiful style. Wishing you all you need in 2022.
Happy New Year!! I’ve been with you for a long time!! Love following you on your journey!! Enjoy your family!!
Xo
Thanks Erin and Happy New Year.
I relate a lot to you as we have a lot of similarities in age, some medical conditions etc. I love your work and, like many others here, your honesty and openness.
You would look beautiful in either outfit! Happy New Year.
Wishing you all the best in 2022, Erin. I am a longtime reader (pre-insta), and can’t agree more with so many of your intentions for the upcoming year. Wishing you success in accomplishing what you have set out.
Erin, thank you for this blog, your determination and style, and for sharing your beautiful family. Wishing you a Happy and Healthy New Year.
I am one of your devoted followers but hardly ever comment so I thought I would share a little and hopefully bring some joy to your day! I LOVE your design sense and it always inspires my design work!!! Also, I think you share just enough of your personal life that it makes me feel connected to you without intruding on your life! Tricky path and you do it beautifully! I’m so happy to see that you have 2 amazing kids and a wonderful man for a husband. You work hard for all of this and I am proud of you from afar!
Happy New Year and keep up the good work!!!!!
Wow, that first paragraph really struck home with me! Thank you for the reminder. Happy New year!
Seldom comment but I am here and eagerly waiting for every post!
Hi Erin,
Hello from Poland, I’m regular on your blog and follow you on Instagram too…Just want to say…thank you for your thoughts and Happy New Year!
Marta
Happy New Year, Erin. I’ve been following your blog for years and it’s bern such a pleasure. I love your fashion sense, your home style, your humor and your honesty. Looking forward to 2022. Good health and happiness to you and yours.
Thanks so very much for this! I love your style and your honesty. Life is messy for certain and I know I’m not alone in these thoughts but you express those feelings so well. Keep up the great work and that last dress…Wow!
I love this blog today! Blue dress is amazing #goal2022. I had picked my word for 2022 before I read today’s blog and strong was it. You really helped me to really internalize what is means. I feel inspired from this post. Cheers to 2022 and thank you for your blogging
Oh boy! Thank you so much for this! You have helped me identify areas in myself that I need to improve on. I’m a pleaser and worrier also. It’s so exhausting. Other areas you have helped me put these flaws into words and I will begin looking for a therapist. You are such a genuine and honest person. I wish you good health, ease and happiness in the new year!
Erin, I love hearing whatever you are thinking about. Please keep it up and know that you are important to a LOT of us out in the world. I am at a different stage of life than you but have kids who are near you in age and I enjoy your views. I also adore your aesthetic and celebrate each of your design accomplishments and watching you take on new challenges. Also, your fashion choices are always perfect. SO well done and thank you for another great year of blogging and instagramming.
Xoxo
15 more years…yay! I have been reading your blog for so long I lost count exactly how long. During a very stressful time in my life about 5 years ago I had a bad case of depression and anxiety. My meds have decreased by 75% now, but I still see my psychologist about every 6 weeks by video chat. We call it a “tune up”.
Happy New Year! 15!!!!!
Appreciate your honesty – makes others (myself included) feel less alone. Thank you and all the best to you and yours in 2022.
Wow 15 years?! Impressive. That calls for some Champère! 😉 Love your blog.
Happy New Year
Thanks for sharing
I’m a retired therapist and love your honesty.
Happy New Year. May you operate every day from a position of confidence and peace.
Any one of those looks would be fabulous on you. I’m shooting for actually putting on makeup and styling my hair (I tell myself, at least it’s clean!). I may put on black silky pants and a beaded sweater with black heeled booties. That’s as high as I’m aiming.
I might go all out and put on earrings!
I still remember the blog post I found on Google when looking for kitchen banquette seating inspiration. It was almost 15 years ago and it’s wonderful to see how you’ve grown, you’re family has grown and your business. Best wishes to you in the new year!